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A Poem By: Glenn Currier


 Broken Strands Into New Fabric



She paints him coarse-grained
in thick strokes of stupid and blunt.
Does she distort his lines to fit her hurt
warp and corrupt his motives
wrap his mind in black crepe
fell timbers in his dying forest?

What luminescent days in bed
with scents of her skin and hair
what hours of painting rooms with her
and days of attending his illness
has he forgotten?

Freed from the norms
and habits of wedlock,
her pulse quickens
loins of new love
and its adventures
crisp in her wet recall.

From the flashing heights
of freedom and thought of fresh life—
suddenly they plummet:
hands sweat,
lungs like raw lumber
barely breathe.

Reefy with fear
arteries clog in legs heavy
with the millstone of uncertainty.

They can hardly move.

I listen seemingly impassive
to the weeping story
of his lawyer's call
to talk market values—
while her eyes traverse
the history of their family—
Timmy's crayola house,
grandma's cedar chest
and the ceiling furrowed
by a too-tall Christmas tree.

I wonder to myself
how I can help this lost couple
extract the thimble of possibility
needed to remove them
from the swamp of their past.
How can I serve
their reach into the soul
necessary to create a future?


I see my merry-go-round day
with Mom and Dad giggling with me.
I feel their fingers in my hair,
hear "Billie Goats Gruff"
"Our father who art in heaven"
and how hallowed was my place
in the crook of their arms.

My sadness at their dis-membering
and the profanity of their forgetting
hides behind my facial composure.

At times the tears
born of their child's wounds
in this bitter battle
threaten to flood
the boundaries of my reason
merging the fluids of my heart
into their raging tempest.

Am I but referee
in this fight
of their ten year century?
What light might I pry
from their darkness,
what gap can I coax
through the armored alloy
of their debate?

I remind myself
of past victories
of couples who vanquished their pride
and harvested the kernels of creativity
required to fashion a new life.

I remind myself
"This is their journey
and it is my honor
to accompany them,
to focus the spirit
that connects us,
to cast light here and there,
to ask, to listen, to hear
to read their scripture.

This is a sacred journey
beyond my control
and I am here to help them
re-member and weave
from the broken strands of their past
a fabric tough and alive
and green with their choice.

 


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